Another post , whaaat?

Yeah, I know, another posting in two days. Amazing. So , what was I thinking about? Oh , yeah , performing. "I used to be an actor , am still an actor", and blah, blah , blah, at least that's what it says on my "profile" . Don't get me started about "profiles". Those who know what I mean , raise your hands. Thanks , now , put them down. Um , so , anyway. Acting or reading , or getting out of my head , in a "non crazy" way.
You walk on the stage , say words not fitting,
for surroundings you're in.
It may make sense, may be completely abstract ,
but you know what you mean,
even if no one else does.
You say the words exactly , want the meaning to sound,
as if you spent hours and hours,
fitting so precisely,
the words , all their meaning ,
so important to you ,
maybe not so for others ,
maybe so .
If it works , it works , if not just move on.
It's not so serious,
not a life or death situation.
Or is it?
Does you're life and well being
rely on a
set of words that you say to a
group of folks
just looking for meaning, any meaning.?
If you fall on your face , will you get up again?
IT'S ONLY POETRY , you say, not knowing
if you mean it.
But it's all happening , all real , if not for them , for you.
What does it all mean?
does it really matter?
YESSSSSS it does!